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My dad and his brother came here as children. My brothers and cousins came here when we were children. Sometime in the 1970's we found that a hippie named Jessica was living there. In the 1980's some new-agey guy had discovered it and had moved in. It was in my grandmother's name at the time and apparently she just let them each stay there for awhile. If there was any rent involved it had to have been minimal. There was likely not much in the way of running water and electricity inside it by that time, but at least the doors and windows were still intact, a shower hung from a tree outside, and an the outhouse (still there) was half way up the hillside. I still used to stay inside the cabin during college, shoving a picnic table against the door to keep it shut and setting up my sleeping bag on top of the table to stay out of the wind and the rain. Some of us still bring our children there.
My dad and his brother didn't speak to eachother for about 5 years regarding something to do with this property. My dad's cousin, who has no vested interest in the property, probably spends the most time there of anyone and does most of the maintenance, keeping the blackberry brambles at bay, mowing the grass at the top of the hill, building the latest set of 117 steps from the top of the property where you drive in down to the beachfront. He keeps a tent set up, half way up the hill in the summer. This was where E and I camped this time, listening to raccoons scamper by in the night. My dad went with us and spent the day there leaving for the ferry back home just before darkness set in.
It's a bit odd to camp there today, within yards of million dollar houses and old farmsteads worth even more, I'm sure. What was once remote is now within a ten minutes drive of a Thai restaurant and it's only a few minutes further to even fancier restaurants, shops, and the most fabulous of all grocery stores I've been to. If there was any place on this planet I'd like to live as much as where I do now, it would be at Camp. Oh, the garden we could grow! I have daydreams of a greenhouse down by the beach. You can no longer get a permit to build down on the waterfront but this property is grandfathered in so you could "remodel" the cabin below as well as build a house on the hill up above.
Of the 5 cousins who stand to inherit this property, the two who could afford to buy it aren't interested in doing so. The other three of us could never afford to even pay the taxes on it. It seems inevitable that eventually this property will have to be sold. There has been talk for too many years about my dad and his brother rebuilding a cabin there but personally I don't think it's worth their sacrificing their relationship over it. It's too heartbreaking for me to even think about it anymore. It gets my hopes up for a place to go and stay there, warm and dry, even in the wintertime. Inevitably, my hopes are soon dashed every time so, for now, I just try to enjoy this place for what it is.
E and I collected and strung clam shells on twine and he wanted to leave one hanging on the cabin "to decorate it." We sought out some of the last of the summer's blackberries. I swear that Bainbridge Island has the sweetest, juiciest blackberries of anywhere, by the way. My dad told us of memories of his grandmother canning blackberry jam on the old woodstove there when he was a kid. We rebuilt the campfire pit, had dinner, and toasted marshmallows together, the three of us, and then E and I crawled into sleeping bags, on cots, in the tent for the night.